I'm growing more and more tired of having a younger sister. No matter how much my mum and stepdad deny it, it really is all about her. At least, if she wants something, he's jumping up to get it or take her or whatever; when I ask, I get yelled at about how it can't always be about me.
Today I am particularly pissy about it because of the general way she acts. She walks around dressed like a slut, which is my number one problem. No, I'm not slut shaming or whatever. She's just 13 years old and it is in no way appropriate. Not only that, but I'm still not allowed to dress the way she does. Then she wants to walk around being a little bitch, which makes it worse. I don't want your ass in my face while you make smart ass comments, idiot child.
Anyways, I asked her for her drawstring backpack, so I can use it for Warped on Friday. I literally cannot afford to go buy any bag of any type and she's borrowed literally all but two of my bags/purses - which I'd use but hello, Warped is not a place for leather purses. She brings it to me, with the drawstrings ripped off. Seriously? Are you fucking serious? You couldn't say "Oh, it's broken"? You bring it to me destroyed? I wouldn't really care, because it's hers, but the fact that she's destroyed everything she has borrowed from me and her things just pisses me off.
How selfish can someone be? She really needs a good ol' fashioned beating or something. Every time I turn around she's ruined something that doesn't belong to her or she's got tons of bags of chips open and wasting. It isn't a big deal, but when it adds up that she's got 15 bags on the table that are now stale and belong in the trash it's a problem. Other people in the house could have eaten that. Not just that, but if she wasn't going to eat them then the money adds up - that's a new drawstring bag right there. Growing up I was taught not to be wasteful and to respect the property of others or property that is going to be shared. I don't understand why she has no disregard for any of that.
Now I'm sitting here flipping my shit trying to figure out why she gets so much fucking attention and I'm trying to be conservative and can't even get enough attention to go get some vinegar so I can finish my shirt for Friday. I'm sitting here crying at my computer because my poster can't be finished without the paint that has magically gone missing, my shirt can't be finished without vinegar, and I can't get anything ready without a damn bag. Everyone just needs to fuck off me today.
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