Dysfunctional to disowned

When Jordan first told me that we'd all be a family, I didn't think I'd fit in. And although it took me a while, time proved him right. Last year was probably the most amazing theatre family I had. This year, I am the matriarch. And it sucks. It isn't at all how it was supposed to be, or even how I imagined it.

Everything is secluded. Joe, Javon, and I versus the little Asian girls and their friends. Tomorrow is supposed to be an awards banquet, and when I announced it they all started talking about some beach thing they were doing. All year, I have not been invited to any of the "theatre" things they've done. It's not a "theatre thing" if it's not planned by the whole group for the whole group.

It upsets me so much to see how all of Ms. Sully's teachings have gone to such shit for some girl who wants to control everything and do really nothing just so she can look successful. And there's so much I have to say about it that I can barely think. Honestly, I could probably write a novel about how my theatre family when from dysfunctional to disowning me. It hurts. My theatre "family" sucks this year.